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Substance Of My Psychosis

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Hagenhogg feel pure psychosis poetry........

......if you ( or me? ^^ ;-) =
"....sold you're soul to the devil. And because you can't get it back...... every weekend you crawl into hell , and rape your own soul.. just to feel her power again" ...

this song helped me to get over it .... thx dude !
and maybe never forget .....
"Trust yourself !!"
You have survived a lot and you will survive whatever is coming....
-> It's so important to make someone happy... start wih yourself <3 ..enjoy life!.. Favorite track: Nothing In Nothingness.
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    This is the First Full-Length of About Abortions. Available in 20 LTD Copies by CVLMINIS - Rigorism Production.
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AMPUTATION OF TORMENT Lyrics: Amputation of Torment is to die, Amputation of Torment is don’t exist, Amputation of Torment don’t run from you, Amputation of Torment is you best friend!!! … Mankind with staring eyes, Mankind with wide open eyes, Mankind with veiled eyes, Mankind … I Hate Mankind!!! … Amputation of Torment is to end it all, Amputation of Torment is cease to be lost, Amputation of Torment is only dissolve, Amputation of Torment just need to me!!! … Mankind with closed ears, Mankind with plugged ears, Mankind with ripped ears, Mankind … I Abhor Mankind!!! … Today I live, because I haven’t found the way … Todau I live, because I haven’t found a legal way To take away from here!!! To take away from here!!! To take away from here!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAARRRRRRGH!!! Mankind with open mouth, Mankind with lange mouth, Mankind with corrupted mouth, Mankind … I Scorn Mankind!!! … You don’t understand my tears, You don’t understand my situation, You can’t understand my screams, You can’t understand my depression!!! … Mankind … I Hate Mankind!!! Mankind … I Abhor Mankind!!! Mankind … I Scorn Mankind!!! Mankind … I Fuck Mankind … … With my departure!!! … These are the Substance Of My Psychosis … These are the Substance Of My Psychosis … These are just My Psychosis .... These are … Only My Dreams!!! …
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NOTHING IN NOTHINGNESS Lyrics: Why can’t I open that ? Why all the senses die ? And I’ll coming to tomorrow Empty of hopes Empty of awerness Empty spaces devour me Empty lies persecute me I… I will not reach until tomorrow!!!... Why can’t I open that ? Why can’t I open my eyes ? Why can’t I open my mouth? Screaming out loud at the sky Screaming out loud all my cry Why?...Tell me why??... Why can’t I open that ? Why can’t I open my eyes ? Why can’t I open my mouth? Screaming out loud at the endless night ? No more senses , No more pride Only … Only my little carcase Expanded in every pieces of universe And I will die alone Deep in my house Deep in my empty spaces Void of Utility Why can’t I open that ? Why can’t I reach to tomorrow ? Why can’t I touch the emotions ? I …I’m Nothing in Nothingness !!! … Why can’t I open that ? Why can’t I open my eyes ? Why can’t I open my mouth? Screaming out loud at the endless night ? No more senses , No more pride Only … Only my little carcase Expanded in every little pieces of universe Why can’t I open that ? Why can’t I reach to tomorrow ? Why can’t I touch the emotions ? I …I’m Nothing in Nothingness !!! … I can’t open that… I can’t reach until tomorrow… I can’t touch the emotions… I…I’m Nothing In Nothingness!!!...
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DISSOLVE IN THE WIND Lyrics: ... The activity of the fade complete me ... Upwind, I run master of myself, Adversity hinder me… And I think to the future… ... That ... there is no future ... ... That there is nothing except me! … ... That there is nothing except me! ... Like an egoist who dance in the fire, I wiggle in through the anguish, But egoist is a word unjust, I merely, I wiggle in through the anguish ... In my solitude and my isolation I pay for my sentence ... In my solitude and my isolation I pay for my sentence ... In my solitude and my isolation You must pay for my sentence!!!... Dirty People, pays for me!!!... Like an egoist who dance in the fire, I wiggle in through the anguish, But egoist is a word unjust, I merely, I wiggle in through the anguish … ... Maybe it's time to go ... ... Maybe it's time to go ... … No, isn’t time to go … … No, isn’t time to go … … Motherfuckers!!! ... ... The years kill me! ... ... The months kill me! ... ... The hours kill me! ... … The minutes kill me! … ... And my every moment ... … Kill me!!! ... ... The activity of the fade complete me ... I just want to dissolve me without suffering ... ... The activity of disappearing makes me feel good!!! ... Look at me! ... Now I'm here ... ... Now I’m here no more! Ehy,you! ... Look at me! ... Now I'm here ... ... Now I’m here no more! ... Look at me! ... You can't see me, And I can't look at more into your dirty face! ... Hey! ... Look at me! ... You can't see me, And I can't look at more into your dirty face! ... ... The activity of the fade completes me ... Upwind, I run master of myself, Adversity hinder me… And I think to the future… ... That ... there is no future ... ... That there is nothing except me! … ... That ... there is no future ... ... That there is nothing except me! … Like an egoist who dance in the fire, I wiggle in through the anguish, But egoist is a word unjust, I merely, I wiggle in through the anguish ... The man who completely buried me, He buried me, Into Myself … The man who completely buried me, He’s only Myself, He’s just Myself! And you who believe to make me disappear, You, motherfucker, you can’t do it, no more! And I can’t look at more into you dirty face! … ... Now ... i'm complete ... Now I feel complete! ... ... Now ... i'm complete ... Now I feel complete! ...
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LAST BREATH OF SORROW Lyrics: I don’t know how to move There is slime all around me I sink in a swamp of cosmic delirium That swallow me And I can no longer breathe I can’t move any more As the king of the chess, Trapped in a deadly grip I start my day with pain I continue my journey into the sorrow The only thing left for me is the breath Painful, wheezing, senseless and dying A breath that it narrows me the chest For every my wind, for every my whiff But by now I breathe only of with an oxygen tank I'll put my image on the back burner of thoughts I will cover every my habit Only of unnecessary gasps I can no longer move Inside Telematics Inside quicksand I don’t know how to move Inside cyber swamps Bad people want to squash me Virtual people want to kill me I can ’t do anything against them But I’m fighting with all my strength In any case I’m sinking slowly In their cyber swamp Drowning without escape And leaving in the air Only… Only my last breath of sorrow I don’t know how to move There is slime all around me I sink in a damned swamp Of a cosmic delirium I can’t move any more Like the King of the chess Trapped in a Deadly Grip But by now just I breath Only with an Oxygen tank … They are only MotherFuckers Who make attempt on my empty life… Bad People want to squash me Virtual People want to suicide me I can ’t do anything against them But I’m fighting with all my strength In any case I’m sinking slowly In their cyber swamp Drowning without escape And leaving in the air Only… Only my last breath of sorrow
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WHITE DEATH IN THE SLEEP Lyrics: The boiler don't worked very well I realized this and I don't cared I let the things go their own way Only myself cadaverous With the death printed in the face Doctors say me that I'm alive Doctors tell me that it was been luck Doctors can't enter in my head Only pain and suffering Only the sorrow reigns in my head Doctors can't enter in my dreams Only a ticket on my bed I wrote just on this blank sheet Sorry of to be born Sorry of to be born, again… The first time I tried with a razor blade The second time, the rope untied itself The third time I threw me into the lake But I'm not drowning, I’ve not suffocated Another time I jumped from a bridge But it was too low and I had no damage The last time with my boiler flawed And now I'm here with these doctors Doctors can't enter in my head Doctors can't enter in my dreams I wrote just on this black sheet Sorry of to be born Sorry of to be born, again... I'm admitted to hospital And I stole a bit of Nembital Now I inject me and I go to Kip Finally White Death Into The Sleep Early in the morning the nurses come They see that I sleep quiet into the light sun Anyone can’t save me now Only myself Cadaverous Only myself Cadaverous there! Now the doctors can't save me, no more Finally I’m dead and I’m sure Only this ticket on my veins Sorry of to be born Sorry of to be born, again ... (… Only Myself Cadaverous … … Only Myself Cadaverous …)

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This is the First Full-Length of About Abortions. This Album contains 6 Songs. Physical CD is Available by CVLMINIS – Rigorism Production www.rigorismprod.ru
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released November 26, 2013

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